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Dissection of a Misanthrope

The Writing Diary of M Brace DeFreak

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May 2017

Baubo Beset by Bes

The image above is Beset a female-demon form of Bes, an Egyptian deity. I suspect Baubo and Beset are related. Baubo and Bes are both comedic guardians of children, as are the Cabeiri. In my third novel, my main character acts as a caretaker to a little girl, but I’m not sure why anyone would want to do the girl any harm — I need to figure out that particular motive. My main character’s rival faction is gunning for financial property, but it has nothing to do with the girl. Maybe I’ll be more motivated to write after I figure out his next motive.

Image for Wikipedia with the following credits:

Description
English: Sudan National Museum: Female Demon Beset
Date 27 December 2016, 11:12:08
Source Own work
Author Clemens Schmillen
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Understanding My Mind Map

Someone showed an obvious interest in my use of mythology, but I’m not sure if my work is understood. Florida = Fertility + Freaks is an equation to understand the foundation. Johnny Depp and his ancestry links to Florida; and you the same way you can’t  link all Depp’s movies together without the the use of Depp himself; you can’t solve my mind map without using Florida as a key piece. Baubo isn’t mentioned on my original mind map because the map only covered allusions in the second novel in the series which is the first book I wrote. Baubo is sort of a Fertility-Freak and I decided to place her atop my cult’s pantheon because I find her more interesting than Flora, the Roman Fertility goddess etymologically linked to Florida. I’ll probably make a post more about Baubo’s place in my mythology map, in the next couple of days, but it partially concerns the Egyptian concept of Ba.

Liberal Hollywood Attacks The Timucan; The Timucuan Attacks Back

I loan my heritage to the female dwarf who acts as my novel’s main character; I come from the truest tribe of Florida natives. My tribe has been attacked many times White-elitist hypocrites of Hollywood and my dwarf will attack back, in my next novel (if I’m able to write it).The racist liberal hypocrites of the media, in general will be a target and if those  scummy hypocrites are lucky I won’t go personally at their heads with my Native American war-club. I’m very agitated due to the monsters of the Veteran’s Administration and Liberal disrespect of my people. if you are a Liberal in Florida you better hide or hire bodyguards because you’ve got one angry native craving to smash in your head and this craving is tough to contain. Relying on the joke-ass doctors of the VA not to commit another grievous error is not a strategy you want to rely non. I suggest Obama and the Liberals start an apology tour directed at us natives because I’m seriously pissed.

Social Justice Monsters

Many Feminists call themselves Social Justice Warriors, but they fail to see anything but white hats and black hats — to them, White is always bad unless they are wearing it. Feminism is not humanism, examining from only one gender’s perspective is obviously myopic. The so-called Social Justice Warriors can’t fathom that a White person isn’t always simply a White person, many of us are mixed race but the Social Justice Warriors attack us for our White skin. I’ve always seen all sides of my mestizo heritage the same but Obama was p[raised for putting a complete racist on the Supreme Court — kick Sonia Sotomayor out of office. I have a similar heritage as Sotomayor but I see all ethnicities as equally good and bad.

Falling Into The Story And Timucuan Survival

Very few people can justifiably call themselves a truly plausible Timucuan and I’m probably the only one knowledge enough about history and ancestry to make this justifiable claim. Doctors have done so much damage to me that I’m not sure how much longer I will survive. I’ve run on fumes too many times and that’s not good for your engine. The only thing keeping me alive is my novel-writing and I need to fall into the next story or things will go beyond bleak.

I know the character and faction motivations for the next novel and I should be able start writing, but I’m too empty. Using a worksheet to outline my novel may be my only hope. My character data and a rudimentary plot should allow me to fall into the story, but my inability may force me use a more mechanical method.

Paul Revere and the Raiders sung a about the Cherokee Nation, but the Timucuan song is much sadder.

This is your land; this is my stolen land

I am the alienated native. A Native American so native to Florida that I can justifiably call Seminoles foreigners who steal my ancestor’s bones. Social Justice warriors invite more foreigner and laugh at the Hollywood Liberal jokes about my White ancestors who are still more native than most of most if not all Hollywood Liberals, but they have been accurately portrayed as a mixed race family in Peter Matthiessen’s novel, Shadow Country. Death to White Elitism and Obama-Sotomayor racism.

Did I Tornado The Literary Agencies?

I certainly got one literary agent dismissed and another from the same agency appeared to leave at the same time, but a guy I submitted to, at another agency, has a new job and he’s the one who seemed ripe for cuckolding and left me sick in the stomach for even sending the query.

Coincidence? I’m sure I sent less than a dozen query letters, so I find it strangely coincidental. If my email to the one literary agency was sent to other agencies – I can definitely see the plausibility of other firings.

Researching literary agents sent me into a rage and a subsequent depression because the hate the White man attitude of the liberal media is enraging to this White Injun — I’m as native as you get and Mestizo, but most generally consider me White and shouldn’t be prejudiced against as my ancestors were in the past. Death to White Elitism and the Obama-Sotomayor discrimination against people like me — the native.

Rare Blood From Diverse Ancestry

Does Timucuan ancestry make my blood unique? It’s possible and it’s somewhat funny how hard the word tries to make my bloodline extinct. Liberals favor people from other lands and being native to this land is apparently negated because I’ve been contaminated my Caucasian blood — many liberal bloggers define straight White males as lower than pond scum – should we all be irradiated so the rather common Indians from India can take over contaminated White-Native American Injun?

As a blood donor, my blood has been labeled as rare for reason other than blood-type and apparently such rare blood helps other people live, so why does the world seem keen on killing me?

I can’t identify the exact tribe I descend from but the Spanish name of my American ancestor makes Timucuan ancestry a real possibility and I’m certainly more native than a Seminole. They say Native Americans arrived by way of the Bering Strait and natives of Florida came the furthest through North American territory so I may be truly descended from the oldest tribe in North America – kill the Liberal hate against natives with White skin.

A Likely Manatee Myth

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Manatees likely spawned many mermaid myths and Florida is a likely location for such a spawning. The original Native American tribes of Florida were generally wiped out and the myths along with it, so I’ve borrowed Brazilian mythology.

Iara Rennó, the musical artist, is totally tied into manatee mythology – her first name comes from the mythical water queen ( manatee-mermaid combo) and the Brazilian movie classic, Macunaíma, the Iara kills the hero. The Iara appears as an almost perfect woman, she has an extra hole, a blowhole on the back of her neck but she’s much like the Greek siren – she just wants to lure you into her trap. Wikipedia compare the Iara to the Native American Deer Woman of North America, so borrowing the myth for Florida seem reasonable and I’ll consider alluding to the Iara, in my third novel.

I mentioned the original tribes of Florida were generally wiped out, but not totally because I exist and my Native American ancestor had a Spanish name; thus, a likely member of one of the original tribes. The Seminoles are foreign invaders who help wipe out my ancestor’s tribe and they currently steal my ancestor’s bones. Damn foreigners!

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