Medical Schools–The Cheatingest Place On Earth

Who cares whether, ‘cheatingest,’ is a proper word–doctors more often hurt; rather than help, in my experience. I kill doctors in my novels as catharsis, If everyone performed with the competent dedication of most doctors–ridges would fall down–whups, I guess some other professions caught the whoopsies; WOW! spellcheck caught me misspelling whoopsies and that’s why computers need to replace most doctors. I didn’t realize, ‘whoopsies’, was an official word, but isn’t cool that it is.

Sorry for the rant, I don’t have anywhere else to place my anger.

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The Sateric Dedication Page

Dedicated to the doctors who brought forth the suffering artist within me. Most indebted to the torture endured in the military and the subsequent treatment by the Veterans Administration.

If I place a dedication page into this novel, this seems a likely choice.

Stop the torture of Dumb Retards, like me

The Nazi doctors and Fort Hood shooters of the US military medical corp and Veterans Administration have reaped recurrent torture upon this particular retard over the course of several years. I may have finally found a decent doctor, but only time will tell and doesn’t excuse the unnecessary torture subjected upon me. The term ‘retard’ refers to myself and I don’t consider the term derogatory because it just means delayed development which may cause stunting and dumb refers to my mutism.

Please, Tom Cruise and the Church of Scientology come to the aid of the dumb retard known as M Brace DeFreak against our common enemy — the insane psychiatrists of this world. I’m sorry for my dislike of the book/movie, Battlefield Earth, my subsequential attitude for your group. You guys just don’t seem too open to poor wretches like me.

What happens when a kid suffering apraxia grows into a socially undeveloped adult? Does he get harassed by Black dudes in a Wal-Mart parking lot for not giving off the appropriate social cues? Yes. Does the Navy Nuclear Power Program do even more harm? Yes.

Death To Obama

Hang Sonia Sotomayor from the highest tree. Death to the Veteran’s Administration. Slice Joe Biden’s treasonous head from his shoulders. Every celebrity  in Florida who supports Obama over me—needs to get off my land. Run Adam Sandler over with a lawn mower for a few laughs. Everybody less native to me –- which includes the Seminole Indians are trespassing. and that ain’t no joke.

What do you do when going to a doctor always makes you worse? i”m losing the race, my main character will never have as much psychological damage than me.

Incompetence at the VA

I only had two drugs prescribed to me, but those two drugs  were incompatible and would cause me seizures. Now, how can the system fail to catch such an error? A computer can easily check for incompatible drugs. I wouldn’t be so enraged if the war over the birthmark wasn’t still going on. My rage is interfering with my writing. Who do I need to kill to fix the VA?

I’m sure Mark Zuckerberg could make  it so incompatible medicines are not prescribed because this is an easily curable problem with the proper management and computer system. Would Mark Zuckerberg be a rich American if my ancestors didn’t try to treat immigrants, fairly? I’m certain he would not. Consider this a warning to present-day leaders of America–fix the VA because this is one angry piece of Nuke waste. Obama, you are one lousy President if you can’t fix the easy stuff.

Will Duel Any American Officer

The Veteran’s Administration wi8llln not learn, admit, or apologize for any mistakes, Most likely, high ranking officers control the VA. I call you dishonorable.I ask  whether my biopsy sample was properly performed and not one will confirm the results. You better be a legitimate heir of Pocohauntsu to say you are more native to American soil than me. This is my land and I want to defend it and the dishonorable actions  if the VA is a disgrace and any officer who wants to put his life against me in a battle of honor all you need to do is contact the VA they know who from Florida  has complained about this. Poor Obama his father, his dad want my land  takes benefits and steals from the native. Face me Obama, you dishonorable whelp. If you can’t fix the VA then you sure can’t fix the rest of the healthcare system, you incompetent oaf with Bush for brains. Bush was and is an idiiot, too.

Yeah, I’m fuming.

I Declare War

The Veteran’s Administration will not admit their wrongdoing they hide behind the bureaucracy. No one can say they are more native than me. This is my land and I declare the President and Congress as trespassers. If your doctors can’t act honorably and competently–then war, it must be.

I’m burning. They flat-out lied and I’m mad. One day they are going to push me past my limit. If they didn’t; do a 2mm+ biopsy which they didn’t — they had no right telling me I have melanoma. They didn’t follow the proper procedure in screening and failed to perform the biopsy properly.

This is my story:  My primary care told me I had a suspicious mole on my lower back and sent me to a surgeon who said there wasn’t one on my lower back. I began to walk out, he called me back. And stupidly I obeyed. He decided he wanted to take samples from three random spots and I know the one was random because he decided to biopsy a birthmark on my bicep the minute he saw me; you know how I know he made some opening small talk about whether I’ve ever torn my bicep. Maybe because my triceps are large for my size. I tried to tell him I had no interest in a biopsy on that spot, he went ahead. I guess I should have used the arms he was so fascinated with and punched his lights out.

During the same appointment, his assistant told me my cholesterol was bad two or three times, but my primary care told me my cholesterol was great. Once I told a doctor I had a blood clot and was given antibiotics for a skin infection, so I went to another doctor to get the correct answer–a blood clot, just like I said. So having another horrible appointment left me miffed, but held my temper. Then a letter comes telling me I have a cancerous lesion on my arm. When I was called to set to an appointment to remove what I consider a birthmark and I said I wasn’t interested; the diagnosis was then upped to melanoma, Now, I have a hard time believing a surgeon removing that birthmark will cure much of anything.

I went to a doctor at Osler medical and wanted a proper and independent biopsy, but she wouldn’t give it. She seemed to be defending the other doctor all through the appointment. If I’ need a true second biopsy to believe the VA has a clue of what they are doing; shouldn’t I be able to get one–apparently not. Then the Va called; which, led me to believe the Osler doctor communicated with the VA. The Osler doctor also said a mole on my upper back was suspicious, but the VA doctor says cutting off my birthmark will solve my problems. That was two years ago, but my primary care doctor keeps pestering about my birthmark. This is about trust, competency, and honor.

I’ve had other problems with doctors and they do my head damage. Writing this sucks , but I need to unload. This post may need editing because I’m upset, from another run-in. Need to go back to hiding in my book.